I just may hate my job.

I just may.

I’m a little bashful about sharing it w/ you guys just yet because it lists my current weight, my heaviest weight, fat pictures, goals, etc, and I’m not ready to let you guys know EVERYTHING just yet :)

But soon, m’dearies.

Soon.

And it will be kick ass, fyi!

I can’t wait to be comfortable with myself fully and completely.
I can’t wait to be in love.
I can’t wait to get my braces off.
I can’t wait to become the person I want to be.
I can’t wait to get a job that I love and am good at.
I can’t wait to be a mother.
I can’t wait to realize what I want in life.
I can’t wait to have long hair again.
I can’t wait to see my puppy all grown up.
I can’t wait to see my nephew all grown up.
I can’t wait to have no regrets.
I can’t wait to see next week’s ANTM episode.
I can’t wait to move out.
I can’t wait to retire.

A video of me, Gaelyn, Treshani, and Amber.

Classic.

fuckyeahgirlswithbraces:

helveticahaze:

affanimran:

Charlie bit me Auto-Tuned

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This is so beyond fabulous.
Too fabulous for words, even.

malfoyismyking:

tellmeyoudidnt:

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This is what my life has become.

Wow.

Just wow.

heysean:

Kristen Wiig as Penelope on Saturday Night Live Hosted by Taylor Swift

I die laughing every time she plays this character.

Usually, I think it’s, overall, pretty lame. I mainly just use it to keep up with friends and their lives (who’s married, etc) cause I’m a creeper like that.

But today, I found 5 different people that I haven’t talked to in years. YEARS! We’re talking 7+ years for a couple of them.

And they are just as amazing as I remember.

Life is good right now.

lovemeformexox:

ilovefat:

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samantha-x:

onmywaytomars:

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Easier said than done, but I’m trying

I feel like lately that’s all I’ve been able to think about :(. I see pictures of me from 3-4 years ago and wish I looked like that. I wasn’t even thin then, but looking back I think I looked great, and that was at 170 lbs. And that’s all I’ve been thinking about for the past couple of days, how I just want to be there again.

fuckyeahtwilightsucks:

justanotherprettylie:

fuckyeahinsanetyra:

orange mocha frappuccino!

This time with a Tyra twist!

ha. I love TyTy in this.
Oh, and suck it, Robert Pattinson. You’re fug.

ilovefat:

fuckyeahchubbygirls:

“For the time I was turned away from a photoshoot for being too fat, for the times I’m booked and the clothes are all size 0, for the time a photographer told me to “suck in” and mentioned he’ll photoshop my fat ass and thighs, for every picture I’ve gotten in print and realizing they photoshopped my boobs bigger, my ass smaller, and my tummy tighter, I dedicate this bite of mexican food to you.”